So, I have a bill that’s due every month on the 22nd. No big deal, right? Well, I have to literally force myself not to pay it weeks early. I am so afraid of being late on a single bill, I am so afraid of being in “trouble” of any kind, I’d go broke trying to prevent it. I will allow myself to pay it today, but not a day earlier. WTF, right?
Ate the barest minimum yesterday. Loved it! Unfortunately, have to eat more today. Family is visiting so the stakes are even higher. Can’t get sick and disappoint them… Yes, I know that’s messed up.
I am a pestilence on my family… Perhaps a tattoo is in order?