The Default Thought

I’ve got an Earning Tic.

This is not good.

Let me explain.

Wanting to earn everything you receive is a good thing. No argument there. But…

When that healthy work ethic is jacked up on OCD and Guilt, life gets stupid.

Fast.

For example: my default thought is “I deserve nothing.” Since I can’t put in the normal 40-hours job, I have earned nada.

See, how fast that stupid is spit out there for the world to see?

This has got to stop.

But how do you stop a tic from ticking, when your whole life is one nervous twitch?

Until tomorrow…

Chloe